It’s going on almost two years now since I finally got sober.
Yet it still hangs over my head like a thundercloud and I wonder will it ever be over?
Would you still have asked me where that needle went if I’d never let the needle own me?
Is it really still so easy to warp my picture once again into one of a junkie?
No one puts a needle in their arm because they love themselves,
No one puts a needle in their arm just cause they love getting high,
I proved myself wrong when I put the needle down,
I did some serious growing from then until now..
But when the question leaves your mouth
“What happened to the needle that was in this box?”
You must really think I’m dumb as rocks.
I can buy a pack of ten for a dollar at the Walmart neighborhood market pharmacy.
They wouldn’t ask me any questions it’s been two years but they may even still recognize me.
Why would I steal your mom’s autoinjector from your fridge.
I’m so disappointed I’m pouring gasoline and preparing to burn this bridge.
In my life I haven’t accomplished anything that I set out too,
But when I put down the needle I did something I didn’t think I could ever truly do.
And no one can take that away from me;
Especially not you.
Written and owned by d3licate